As the night come towards me I whisper softly under my breath: don’t take me. I’m not ready. A deeper voice answers:
“Change is always difficult, for never you know what’s waiting for you over that line.”
I get that, I know it, maybe the other voice was inside me all along.
“No it wasn’t, I just came across your path. As always I do when people are desperate I find them, even if I’m not searching. So tell me, what is your story, what the reason to this sorrow?”
I think I am dying. I tell her with an unrecognizable broken pitch.
“And why would you despair for that?”
Because I don’t want to die
“It is as saying you don’t like something you never tried. Maybe it will be better. They call it the eternal peace for a reason.”
But what if I’m destined to eternal damnation?
“Is that what you’re really worried about?”
I thought for a moment, am I really worried about what is next or what I’m leaving behind?
I just would like to not leave anything unfinished.
“So there it is, the reach for perfection that obsess all humans. Things are meant to be unfinished, to have an open ending, because none of you, none of anything that exist is a thing in itself. We are nothing but the extension of everything that surround us. Now come with me, I’m going to guide you through the corridor.”
But I don’t want to come with you, I’m afraid of you. You are desperation and fright and anguish.
“I am none of those things my friend. I come with them, but am not them.”
Then who are you?
“My name is hope, but some call me acceptance. I have been a guide for most and illusioner to others but, in the end, all of you reach for my hand.”
I appreciate, lead to I discovered exactly what I used to be having a look for.
You have ended my four day long hunt! God Bless you man. Have a great day.
Bye
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